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feelings of the night

 I miss you. I know we will never date agin. but I miss you even more than you think. I'm sorry I know I need to move on because it has been three months, but it feel like it has been three sentries. my heart missis you. my heart feels heavy. learning to live without you is very hard to do . it is one of the biggest regrets in my life. You are a pice of me I never want to live without.... and now I am being forced to do so. I promise I'm trying to move on. Some one told me to go play the field of love but it doesn't work. They told me to go to party's. that doesn't work. they tell me get really busy so you have no room to think about him. that doesn't work. Nothing works. I just want you... I want you so bad. I want your voice saying my name agin. you picking me up in that little blue car. I want to meet your parents and tell them how special you are.I want to live the rest of my life with you. And I know that is a long time to say when your only 17  and don...

Was it love.?

      Maybe if I close my eyes, maybe if I hold on tight it won't disappear tonight. maybe it will all have been a dream and we will continue this fairytale love story Sean. Maybe if I could go to a time machine I would go back and tell my self everything. I would never would have broken the attachment to our string. I have often thought about you up at night remembering how much of a gentlemen you were each night. were able to make me feel safe and smile so bright but the twinkle in your eyes is what made everything feel right. No it was the softer voice you used with me when I said something silly that now on a cold day just makes me chilly. "Well was it love?" Why do you ask I can only describe this feeling I felt so fast. As you look at them and see everything planed, nothing looks bland. You suddenly appreciate every small thing. You look at the as they are your home. They make you feel like you're never alone. I say that as sometimes he never picked up his phon...

How to be organized for school in 2020

How to be organized for school in 2020 Hey guys welcome to J TALKS and here we talk about positivity. fashion. lifestyle. Sports. Travel. And school, so if any of that interests you then keep listing.  Today we are going to talk about how to be organized for school this year. It will be with both paper and online tools you can use and you don’t have to use all, just what works for you. If you use some of these I hope you will have a better organized and fun year.      My first point of advice is try having a daily layout of your day. Example: 7-8am wake up and workout 8-9 shower and eat breakfast 9-10 get ready for the day and so on. This way you don’t have to stress about what to accomplish that day because you made your own schedule. This is perfect for when you are starting school and right when you get out of school for the summer because you're still used to doing something for 9hours of your day. A good app you could try if you don’t want to write it out is T...