feelings of the night
I miss you. I know we will never date agin. but I miss you even more than you think. I'm sorry I know I need to move on because it has been three months, but it feel like it has been three sentries. my heart missis you. my heart feels heavy. learning to live without you is very hard to do . it is one of the biggest regrets in my life. You are a pice of me I never want to live without.... and now I am being forced to do so. I promise I'm trying to move on. Some one told me to go play the field of love but it doesn't work. They told me to go to party's. that doesn't work. they tell me get really busy so you have no room to think about him. that doesn't work. Nothing works. I just want you... I want you so bad. I want your voice saying my name agin. you picking me up in that little blue car. I want to meet your parents and tell them how special you are.I want to live the rest of my life with you. And I know that is a long time to say when your only 17 and don...